Seek Him

I have to make a serious effort to not obsess and worry!  I will stress out about things that I really have NO control over.  The things I can control I obsess about, even though nothing can be done about it at the moment.  I can take it to the extreme!  I worry about what I am doing ten years from now when I need to be focused on the present.  Yes, I feel I should prepare for my future, but not this way.  I need to seek God and focus on what HE wants for me NOT what I want or have planned.  This is by no means easy for me.  It is hard for me to even write because I know how much I struggle with this.  It has to be a daily thing.  Sometimes even something I have to do several times in a day or in an hour.  I have to focus on God, pray and know that He will lead me to do the right thing if I am seeking Him.