EXCITEMENT!

The job hunt seems to be looking up!

 

Monday, I have an interview at Bath and Body Works.

Wednesday, I have an interview for a nanny position!  This happened really fast, basically all today!  I received a message, emailed the family back and then she called me and wanted to set up an interview!  I am excited!

hmm

It is 2:34 in the morning.

What am I doing?

Just got done watching the office and now I am on the internet.

Wow - I need a life.

Seek Him

I have to make a serious effort to not obsess and worry!  I will stress out about things that I really have NO control over.  The things I can control I obsess about, even though nothing can be done about it at the moment.  I can take it to the extreme!  I worry about what I am doing ten years from now when I need to be focused on the present.  Yes, I feel I should prepare for my future, but not this way.  I need to seek God and focus on what HE wants for me NOT what I want or have planned.  This is by no means easy for me.  It is hard for me to even write because I know how much I struggle with this.  It has to be a daily thing.  Sometimes even something I have to do several times in a day or in an hour.  I have to focus on God, pray and know that He will lead me to do the right thing if I am seeking Him.

Waves are Crashing

I am sitting here looking at the ocean!

It is so beautiful outside.  I just came in from reading on the beach, so now I am watching from the balcony.  The waves are crashing on the shore and it is amazes me that God created all this!  How awesome!  Hopefully I am starting to look a little more normal while I am here!  I still look a little funny colored!