hmm another one of those decisions....

I don't really like being faced with things.
Especially things I am not so proud of.
and that I have to do something about.
Things where decisions have to be made.
decisions that will change things.
You know the hard decisions.

I made a really hard decision today.
I was praying and I honestly still didn't know what to do.
I don't think I was listening.
But none the less the decision is made now.
Besides I think this will be for the best.
for now atleast.

It's going to work out!

Last night I got mad at God....
Then I realized He is most definatly looking out for me!
It trips me out how I think I know what is best for me,
but most of the time I am soo NOT right!
God knows what is best for me.
I sure don't.
SO I am going to have to just keep trusting that God has got this.
Everything is going to work out!